I
of husks and a tuft
of fur, here, where the edges of the stage
get lost in our relentless
focus on the porch.
But the, and that the, upheaval of
a flipbook, in the backseat
pocket, the libretto
And libretto in the gravel, when
he pulls over to the roadside and
you're sick outside the backseat door.
And again time takes his scythe
to scatter time, or permanence, among the
barren, dry, and none to hear the tires
gather gravel.
II
And just as the weather stays the same, isn't
it that nothing was ever wanted
at all, or at least that all
you wanted was good
and that anything was ever wanted
must be hemmed within
the buckle, to determine what
can be sustained, and
at the end of summer to sustain it.
And if not then to whom
is it up to teach that
pain is to avoid,
or really that pain is
not a failure of wanting, but
that itself which we called
wanting all along, and what we caught inside the pantry
or in the velvet theater underneath
a bowl, was a sort of heat,
and has its daily hour beside the heart,
and the valkyries?
And so that to let desire
in is a sort of emptying-out, like
to learn a foreign language,
which brings you down, like a
trim of hair, to the very surface, and where
the freedom of finitude becomes
such, or so to hurry you up on
to a specific pedestal.
III
The impossibility of, I can say
anything, just like this: the
impossibility of an orange peel, and
it means how you asked if the
weather tonight doesn't rather
seem to indicate a storm, and then
it did. Her two hands on the
wheel, looking straight out to
the left, because of the effect
of a picture-play, or a living-
picture, and since it was
more important, anyways, than
where she was headed. And that's
what this was all about, the orange
peel, that is, the power lines,
lit orange by inclemency, and
the plum distance in the
castle guard's lazy eye. Also, the
cloud of whitish dust
in the darkening plum dusk
that hangs in her flurrying wake. This
isn't a wake, it's a group of
people who feel the same
aloneness in the full of night,
who are at peace with
the exhaustibility of thought,
and with the loss of sight
over the planet's curve.
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