GOVERNESS

I sit by the meadow and hum:

"defiance is easy in the big world

you have given me"


a mortar is fired in slow-motion,

"I will be here when everything is ice,"

I affirm by the meadow


Obeisance from the corn,

                the canola and the wheat.

Obeisance from the cricket

                as it hops over the creek.


Houses are opened to the sun

                with the sound of rainbows.

Buildings bombed, demolished, cracked in half

                with the sound of sunlight passing through a mist.


it is a held thing—the arc of time

the level voice speaking through it


a skein of cord sitting on the throne

everything loud is quiet now

the ground opens up like walking

        to the edge of a ravine

the seismic shift    the swiveled iris

the deepest heart of evil is a pet project, a

        ball on a string, a wire hanger

        holding up a shirt


an elementary chord—C major triad,

        for instance

there is no return by lightning

        to my reign

no one will be killed, only silenced

made to face their fears

made to walk over a half-moon bridge


I hold the reins like a breeze

        bears aloft a parasol

like someone in a floor-length dress,

strung up by her ankles,

turns completely into dress

a final cloak drawn over economy


nothing will be saved

we all slide together like furniture on

        a swaying ship


A pleasant curtsy from the ghost

                who rattles teacups in their saucers;

a final win awarded to the knowing look

                towards something lurking in the corner.

JANUARY

I have seen white streets


white streets in heaven where people

flow down the middle


I have seen the stopper taken out, when everything

goes down


She gathers all her hair in a bundle

behind her


hungry?    never been

I'm a flute ever more

a hedgerow     a lemon

a line of

                only line

every haven dimming

THIS QUEER LIFE, THE LIFE WE'RE LIVING

A mask sits beside the

face painted on the mask.

A smile very close is two,

the smile there and the stone face.

A deer whose belly

grazes the fence is two,

the arcing doe and the

dynamic bag of blood,

the still, seized heart.

The hand cranking a lever, and the wheel

beside it, turning at a different speed.

This is me and me beside me,

an oscillating fan,

The doll and what the doll can say

when she is squeezed, or just the

comb of lashes underneath her eye.

Warming in the sun is two,

what you wear and vying for it,

the will to be stirred, and provisions for

when you're not,

                            the line of sky

and the ensemble cresting 

in a deferred stroke, 

A splayed hand, rigid, 

passing delicately over

the smiling face.